The Animator

thinking thinking thinking

hey there, hi, hello, how are we today?

don't really know what's making me post here, ig it's been a minute

school's back up and running, metal detectors absolutely suck, not excited for when it gets cold

thinking about projects i want to do (not necessarily here, just thought i'd say the word project and not elaborate at all)

this is kind of a really personal thing, but i think after about 2 years of a really rough patch in my mental health, i'm finally in a position where i can say i am genuinely doing good, i am actually happy. no distractions or weird methods of ignoring problems, i am just happy. are there the occasional bad thought or bad day? yeah, everyone has them. but compared to like november 2022 or april 2023 or april 2024 (mostly musical fatigue with that one but still), i am doing so much better and am actively excited for the future? like, to make things clear, i have been scared of the future and what it could hold for years, like, genuinely. it's always scared me. but now, i can't wait to try new things, meet and talk to new people (that one will still take some time, never been the best talker, but i sure as heckin heck can listen), and just be happy. this is a bit sad but other than like the occasional fluke of a day, i don't remember the last time i've felt this good in the last 5 years. but, here we are

anyways, i hate one of the pieces i'm playing for my orchestra's fall concert: www.youtube.com (i'm a violin 1 and we're going faster than these guys by like 40 beats)

also ignore the name in the title, just thought of a person and put them there

great person though

i dont know what to sayyyyyyyyyyyyy

boo: www.youtube.com

anyways, gonna disappear for another month or so

bye by buy

mm chezburger

Good job man! I'm happy that you're feeling good. Personally, I've been getting better at talking to people. I made some new friends with people I've wanted to be friends with. I'm excited for this band season.

mm Chezburger