The Animator

am i crying? yes- and do i know why? nope but i dont even know why i dont even know is it because someone i cared about called me mean names? possibly- when was the last time my parents said i love you, i dont know i think years wait im still crying maybe im crying because i read something sad but no that was yesterday wait whats today i dont know am i saying this stuff outloud i also dont know am i hearing myself or my thoughts wait arent those the same things possibly but i dont know and my crying is still a mystery